| wts the point of being 21?
why do u need to work so hard?
what is the point of getting all the experience?
why do you need to socialize?
why the fuck do you have to be here?
why are you ambitious?
is it becos of pressure?
why do u have to get urself in trouble?
why are you mentally torturing yourself?
i want to tear myself apart
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| today i get to know how u feel
i felt very stressed out
i have tried my best
and i have no regrets
but i just felt sad
i did not want to walk near u
i tried to stay cool but i could not help feeling heart broken and sad
it may be my fault but i dont think i have done anything wrong as i have tried so hard
so fucking hard to handle all the things at the same time
i just feel sad and unhappy
but i will be fine soon...
and i hope u can get to know wt i m thinking and what i have done to my very best to help
ok
enough of this
i m very glad that people like my work
i like the way they enjoy playing it so much
thats wt i want the most
i wish i could do more stuff like that
and need not to worry about other stuff
i m so fed up lately
i just want to be alone and do the things i want
selfish but i think i need to be selfish for my own sake
next week i hope i could vanish from the places which i should belong
and be at somewhere where i could find myself again... |
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| i felt so unhappy today
about michael jackson's death
a day that i would not like to remember
but i did remember
on 26th Jun
i felt so tired....
i have never felt this tired before
everything that i have encountered became pressure to me
the fear of using the computer, reminding me that i have to finish all my work before monday
which means i will not have holiday again this week
i am scared to go back home, since i will have other things to handle
i dont want to walk with you
i felt so much pressure, having u to wait for me as always
having to follow ur footsteps in the rain
having to carry the computer back home
looking at the totebags remind me of not giving the bags to the customers
i felt so fucking tired
i dont fucking want to do anything anymore
i dont wanna talk on the fucking cell phone where people kept on calling me asking me this and that
i felt so fucking tired
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